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Thursday, October 7, 2010 @ 10:50 PM
 Right? Today is such a bad day. I really don't know what to say or what to feel. I said i wouldn't cry. I managed to hold it in during that dreadful 3 hours. By sleeping. But tears started to fall after i went into class. I know i don't deserve it. I shouldn't be crying, I should have saw it coming. Even though i studied the hardest I've ever did, it could have been much more. I don't deserve to cry. I deserved what i got. Still I'm disappointed that all the effort I've put in to end up as the same as when I didn't bother. It only goes to show how hopeless and pathetic i am. I really wish i could disappear from the surface of the earth. I really don't see the point of my existence. You asked me where my fighting spirit and motivation went. They're... Gone. And i don't see them intending to come back. Math 1 is tomorrow its 10.40pm now and i'm unprepared. Honestly, i feel like giving up. I really hate disappointing people, but I've been committing them so much. I'm starting to hate myself, hate my lack of discipline, everything. I'm sorry I've been a disappointment again. Your hopes aren't even high. And i still failed you. I'm sorry. I can't breathe. Y Gone. |